Friday, December 17, 2010

Unexpected to hear

What a great day at the bar! I was happy so much then I found out that my best freind(H) secretly in love with me. I was shock and it is unbelievable.

How could this be? Kanal, one of the best friend told me the whole story about H. H lied to H's Friends that I am H Boyfriend but we are not open.

H told everyone that we are secretly in love but I can flirt around with anyone and H could do as well. What ashame! H lies to much that I couldn't believe how H ruined my life.

The reason why I broke up with SK because of H as well. I can't believe what just happened now. Why should I give up with Sk since I love Sk so much? That's because of my best friend told me to and I am really crazy H.

Now I don't know whether I should hate H or not. Come to think of how fun we were before. I called it a breakeven. I won't tell H that I know about the story H lies but I won't come closer to H again.

I felt sorry to my friend that I count H as my bestfriend and H count me in a different way. H used all the tricks to get me out from the person that I love. I realized it as well but I never thought about it.

But now it is clear. Everyone looks at me like I'm a bad person and I am a promiscupus guy and I don't have love in my heart. I can't change the past or whatever, but it's over now. Since I know about it. H is no longer in my bestfriend list because bestfriend never ruined other life.

Thank you for bring me fun and be there when I am upset but now you took what you gave it in just a second.

Chhin 18/12/2010

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