Learn To Be Happy

Dear Readers!

You might have seen my boring and interesting stuff around here.

Today I have learnt something different! Something that will always make you happy no matter what!

People never have limit to their life, so do we.

That's why only a few people in the world are happy.

Why are they happy? Because they have their limit which mean they are appreciate with what they want.

The people who have no limit will never be happy because they always struggle to fight for what they want and if they win the fight, they will find another bigger battle to fight. That's why they will never be happy!

How to be happy?

Always think positibe no matter what or where you are.

If something terrible happens, don't freak out. Analyze the problems!

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it's happen.

Always appreciate with what you have, otherwise you will never be happy!

There 6 Billions people on the planet. There must be someone who could be your bestfriend and someone who you love and love you back. Don't say no one love cus there are lots of people who love you.

Love Happiness

There is something that some women and men doesn't know about it.

One girl could make the empire of china fall because of one thing.

You might think because of SEX, Beauty or maybe whatever you might possibly think of.

Honestly, non of that are right. No one is beautiful forever.

Everyone could buy beauty, sex or maybe love but not one thing.

Ok! Here we go. The reason why the empire of china failed and began the war because of one woman.

She's pretty but not the most prettiest girl in the world.

Sexy but not the most sexiest girl in the world.

Then why! The king fell in love with her so much and could make a conflict and war in China for here.

Because she's RESPECTFUL.

No matter guy or girl, they always want the respect from their lovers.

Just thing that, if you had a sweetheart who respect you all the time.

He/she might not be handsome or pretty but just OK look.

No matter what happen your sweetheart always be there with you.

No way you're gonna cheat on her/him. Because with the respectful power, people would fall for that.

It's hard to find respectful person in the love, but if we can change ourself to be abit respectful to our lover. Then you will be happily after ever.

OH God ! Another boring story from me again! Bye

Interesting Story ( should read )

Universe Called

Sometimes I would never imagine why people say universe called.

Today I understand very well why?

I woke up in the afternoon and certainly Pla ( My housemate ) called me to go shopping with her.

I rejected at first but then I said yes.

You might not know that the Yes word could change my future.

I have been shopping with Pla in Takasimaya, Singapore of course.

I got 1 pairs of Tiger shoes and 3 shirts from Top Man.

Then I signed up for the Gym to build up my body with unexpected mind.

It's called the universe called. Everyone should ask the universe to decide your life for you.

I always thought of joining the gym, but i'm so lazy and tired to go there.

Today the universe called me and tell me to join the gym because I had a promise with someone that I have to be handsome to get that person.

I failed for loving that person but that person makes me one to live again in the better Chhin.

Not to mention, I have also planning to wear braces again.

Thanks to SK for rejecting me last time. Without Sk I don't have any courage to do this.

Last time, I am not good enough to love SK. I'm doing this for SK, but for someone next and willing to accept me as who I am.

Handsome is just the first impression but I really want to have a really good first impression which no one will forget.

I am tired of chasing someone. Maybe it's time for someone to chase me back...

So show off rigth yeah .... but it's good sometimes....

Never look ugly, good looking is one part that maintaince you love life.

Love!

What is love?

There will be a ton of explaination for it but there is only one real meaning which you never understand if you never had it!

I'm kinda of feeling sick sometimes, I have been dating and having sweetheart like uncountable.

Not to mention! Forgot how many people I have had sex with... Ruuuuude but it's real!

However, I have never willing to sacrifice or give them what they need. But one!

One person in my world life that I was crying for and I have been hiding from everyone that I know. Not even my best friends or else.... but I could never hide my feeling from myself.

It's been ages. Let's me call it my first love... The one that I loved the most in my whole life and yet the one who hit me down to the floor of hell... Let's call that person SV!

It was back at high school. Which I would never thought that I was that deeply crazy about.

Started from friend to best friend, from best friend to god sibling and then head over heel!

I learnt so much from that.. Just so you know first love it's hard to forget but honestly once you fall, you fall for your whole life.

Since now no one could ever replace SV. Hundreds of people pass by but yet I could not replace and yet I was hoping somedays we'll meet again if possible. But it will never!

Of course! I don't want you to read my boring sweet love between me and SV but just so you know it's really hard to replace that's why I never commit a good relationship with anyone since my heart sucks with SV!

Just wanna let you know today that I will move on. I will always love SV no matter what but I have to accept that there is no possible chance that we could be together. SO I MOVE ON NOW!

FYI: Love sometimes not only make you blind but also deaf. Sometimes you do what you could never possibly think you could do.. I mean crazy stuff... This is the lesson of life and accept the truth. If one door is close, find the other door that lead you to the perfect road...

P.S I know this story is boring! Promise it'll be interesting next :D Night

Wanna know !!! Read

It's been a greatest and abit weird Chinese New Year of all time.

During a week in Cambodia. I have done something that I thought I could and would never have a courage to do!

On the 29th Jan 2011. It's one of the biggest fight I ever had with mom.

You know it's all about the arrangement married stuff. Come on it's 2011 and yet arrange married!

What the hell!

Yeah I told her that I don't wanna get married and something coming out of my mouth that I would never ever thought that I have a courage to say it!

My mom and I don't even talk for a day after I am coming out to her. Oh dear, I was really afraid of her eyes by then!

On the 30th! It was at srey oun ( my relative) wedding my mom barely talked to me and I was like oh I'm so dead to her.

But back then my half brother (Heng) talked to my mom about my personal life and help me to persuade my mom about my choice.

At least I got a brother who is supportive about it. Oh yeah great great brother...

At wedding my mom was so upset but at least i could see her smile by then...

After awhile we talked like nothing had happens but sometimes we talked like it happened.

My brother told me to give her sometimes to understand and yeah I did!!


Now Back To Bar Story!

During my stay in Cambodia I help out my aunt (Em) and my sister (Mao) to set up her bar!

Designing, Fixing, Managing and more!

I also taught them the service management and more!

One word from my aunt that make me so happy and suprise! You wanna what?

She told me that " Chhin, I told you are chilish and playful. But you have got a great knowledge deep inside of you and you should not hide from anybody". I was so amaze with her compliment. What a wonderful aunt!

Back to Love Story

Once again I went to Sk shop to bought the clothes but it was not my intention. It's just th excuse to meet up with SK.

Sk was not at the shop but Sk called me to meet up at the gloria jean!

I was so happy to get the invitation!

I have found out long a long and now SK is in the relationship with friend!

Yeah, Honestly I am so jealous of him but on the otherside I am happy to see Sk's Happy.

I am happy with all SK's decision.

Someone asked me do I still love SK? My answer is Yes but in the different way now cus I already accept the truth we are not meant to be.

Sometimes I think SK deserve more than a Pass, probably Distinction but I am still happy with Sk's Choice.

Look on the bright I failed in the love life but I gained one friend or probably best friend.

Oh no not one but two ! Kuy as well... Kuy is such a great friend, He might be my future best friend too.... Good Man!

Oh no forgot about Panda! I made alot of friends actually. This is the lesson of life and you might face something you could not expected it but sometimes you have to accept it!

There is something I learnt during Chinese New Year..

1. The value of life! Parents will always love you no matter who you are or what you've done so show some respect to them.

2. Never loose the opportunity to give a sunshine to a day of a person who need a sunlight! Sometimes you migth not know but your words don't cost you anything but sometimes words could encourage people to learn to do stuff that they dream too.

3. Accept it! Accept what wasn't meant to be and be happy with that. When you love one so much you are happy when you see them happy!

What a wonderful world! They always the negative and positive side of the story so don't be upset and smile cus it happens!

Be strong Chhin! This is just the beginning life.. Soon the right one will come !!! Good Night

Funny but Weird

Today I just call to my best friend Hak Seng due to the car accident he posted on facebook. So funny to me, he got drunk and the car wheel explode to he crash the motorbike and the trees.

The accident cause him around $2000, I felt so terrible for the people who rode the motorbike since they're both got into a heavy accident. :( so sad..

I think I was worried about was my little brother was in the car too.

I really hate when he is young and wanted to become like me.

Now let's talk about me!!! :D

I felt so good now, the fever and flu has gone away. :D

However, my voice hasn't back to normal yet.

I sing like a dying horse now, especially when I sing Adele song hahaha

Right now I am with Pla, smoking and gossiping around ahhah so fun..

Need to find a partner now so fucking boring and lonely... Maybe study too much

Oh another thing, Good night!

22/01/2011 9.23 pm

Sick and Fun

Recently, I have been so sick. Sometimes I could even speak or open my eyes.

I have never been this kind of sick for a very long time.

Cough, Fever, Cold, etc come in a package and sometimes I felt like I was almost dead.

Even I wake up every morning. I always feel try to tell myself that today is a good day and positive.

It's so funny, today I met up with my old friend Frances and she's been looking at my blog at the time.

She told me to update is often hahaha so funny but I really love her.

She was asking me who is SK and she was shocked when I told her.

Recently I have made alot of friends in my class, so sad not many smoker at this term and the class is so small.

There is alot of assignment, group report and tons of thing that I need to do after chinese new year. feel so shit hehehe

Don't know what to say now haha... good night!

SOS (Someone helps me)

On the 5th was so awesome. I could possibly consider it as my lucky day ever. You won't believe what was happen on the 5th. Having fun, cheering, smiling and everything before I left to Singapore.

On the 4th, I got so drunk and get hi hahaha... My cousins from Newzealand were a very good drinker.. They didn't get drunk.. What a KIWI! I'm gonna miss them so much.. Panyia and Kompheak... My brother's friend Malin was super drunk on at night. I have to carry him home hahaha......

On the 6th, I mean yesterday woke up around 10 A.M in the morning feel so dizzy... I go to the college to pay my school fee and it's end up they asked me to do the blood testing for HIV. What the fuck! I am so afraid of it...

Anyway I went to the Kon Im Pagoda to pray and get the lucky paper hahaa nice days!

Talking all night with my dearest friend P Pla is awesome, soon I will go to sleep..

Night!

07/01/2011 2.03am